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Player Name: Pan
Preferred Pronouns?: Female
Player Contact: panpirate@tumblr
Other characters in play? n/a
Character Name: Vanitas
Canon: Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep
Game Transplant: Snowblind
Original App: https://snowblindmods.dreamwidth.org/1959.html?thread=3112871#cmt3112871
Game Summary: Snowblind is a panfandom, survival horror game set in Alaska.
How long was your character in Game: OOCly, it's been almost two years. ICly, it's been almost a year (157 for show up say. Apping him at 363+)
History of Character in their Game:
THINGS AND STUFF.
How did they change from their canon personality wise (Please explain what caused it to happen?) He's made friends and learned to depend on others. HAVE TO EXPLAIN THIS IN MORE DETAILS
-kanan
-trip to tower
-gabriel
-billy
-al being al
How did they change from their canon physically (Please explain what caused it to happen?):
More scars.
Nanites also suppressed the darkness stuff, so he actually started to age. (now he looks closer to 17)
Lost some weight/some muscle.
Powers: He didn't have them in game
-darkness no parents rock music
-unversed (detail this)
-dark elements
-teleportation
-he's like shadow the hedgehog. super fast and edgy
Possessions:
-Gabriel's book
-Backpack
-jello cups
-chicken nuggets
-blender blades
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Please provide three samples from your previous game, at least one will have to be third person with context:
Sample One: https://snowblindrpg.dreamwidth.org/403281.html?thread=60233809#cmt60233809 (Network, him and Strange)
Sample Two: https://snowblindrpg.dreamwidth.org/405801.html?thread=60657705#cmt60657705 (Action, Jello and sneks)
Sample Three:
Notes: Anything else?
Preferred Pronouns?: Female
Player Contact: panpirate@tumblr
Other characters in play? n/a
Character Name: Vanitas
Canon: Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep
Game Transplant: Snowblind
Original App: https://snowblindmods.dreamwidth.org/1959.html?thread=3112871#cmt3112871
Game Summary: Snowblind is a panfandom, survival horror game set in Alaska.
How long was your character in Game: OOCly, it's been almost two years. ICly, it's been almost a year (157 for show up say. Apping him at 363+)
History of Character in their Game:
THINGS AND STUFF.
How did they change from their canon personality wise (Please explain what caused it to happen?) He's made friends and learned to depend on others. HAVE TO EXPLAIN THIS IN MORE DETAILS
-kanan
-trip to tower
-gabriel
-billy
-al being al
How did they change from their canon physically (Please explain what caused it to happen?):
More scars.
Nanites also suppressed the darkness stuff, so he actually started to age. (now he looks closer to 17)
Lost some weight/some muscle.
Powers: He didn't have them in game
-darkness no parents rock music
-unversed (detail this)
-dark elements
-teleportation
-he's like shadow the hedgehog. super fast and edgy
Possessions:
-Gabriel's book
-Backpack
-jello cups
-chicken nuggets
-blender blades
-
-
-
-
Please provide three samples from your previous game, at least one will have to be third person with context:
Sample One: https://snowblindrpg.dreamwidth.org/403281.html?thread=60233809#cmt60233809 (Network, him and Strange)
Sample Two: https://snowblindrpg.dreamwidth.org/405801.html?thread=60657705#cmt60657705 (Action, Jello and sneks)
Sample Three:
Notes: Anything else?
Vanitas' dream
Ah, Vanitas. I was wondering when you would ever show up.
There were three new keyblades added to the graveyard. His heart went cold as he realized Ventus’ was there amongst them. He could only feel all the main, heartache, and misery from before. He couldn only feel the negative emotions. That one link he shared with his other half was gone.
He’s completely alone.
His Master had already completed his tasks. Had laid out different paths and no longer needed him. The world was devoid of light and he could feel the darkness stifling everything. All worlds have returned to darkness. And his Master, now in Terra’s body, had front row seats to see what would happen next.
To see if they were all worthy.
Begone you worthless apprentice of an old man.
He didn’t see the flash of the keyblade before it made contact on him. He has grown weak. He didn’t keep up with his training and all of those connections he made weighed down on him like chains.
The keyblade struck again and again, until Vanitas was down on the ground. Spitting out blood and struggling to get up.
Ventus is dead. There were no other keyblade users. There was no more light. There was no more chances for him to be whole again. He could no longer achieve his objective.
He felt a sharp kick in his side, and then felt him being pushed over onto his back. He looked up at his Master, seeing only Terra with the same piercing gold eyes of darkness. They weren’t Xehanort’s eyes, but his own looking down at him. The keyblade his Master was using changed into the X-blade as he raises it. Then he plunges it down into Vanitas’ chest.
Vanitas recalls the moment years ago when the Master did the same to Ventus with a different keyblade. That was how Vanitas was made originally, and looks like that is how he will end as well.
There were three new keyblades added to the graveyard. His heart went cold as he realized Ventus’ was there amongst them. He could only feel all the main, heartache, and misery from before. He couldn only feel the negative emotions. That one link he shared with his other half was gone.
He’s completely alone.
His Master had already completed his tasks. Had laid out different paths and no longer needed him. The world was devoid of light and he could feel the darkness stifling everything. All worlds have returned to darkness. And his Master, now in Terra’s body, had front row seats to see what would happen next.
To see if they were all worthy.
Begone you worthless apprentice of an old man.
He didn’t see the flash of the keyblade before it made contact on him. He has grown weak. He didn’t keep up with his training and all of those connections he made weighed down on him like chains.
The keyblade struck again and again, until Vanitas was down on the ground. Spitting out blood and struggling to get up.
Ventus is dead. There were no other keyblade users. There was no more light. There was no more chances for him to be whole again. He could no longer achieve his objective.
He felt a sharp kick in his side, and then felt him being pushed over onto his back. He looked up at his Master, seeing only Terra with the same piercing gold eyes of darkness. They weren’t Xehanort’s eyes, but his own looking down at him. The keyblade his Master was using changed into the X-blade as he raises it. Then he plunges it down into Vanitas’ chest.
Vanitas recalls the moment years ago when the Master did the same to Ventus with a different keyblade. That was how Vanitas was made originally, and looks like that is how he will end as well.
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▷ First Impressions ▶ VISUAL: Terrible fashion sense. Hula skirt, weird body suit, and a helmet. |
▷ IC Permissions▶ PHYSICAL AFFECTION: He doesn't like physical affection. It's weird. Maybe a quick pat to the shoulder is tolerable, but he's pretty against all physical contact unless he's punching someone in the face. |
▷ OOC Permissions▶ BACKTAGGING: Yup |
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Just to keep my stuff all in one place. Feel free to comment/respond, to share your own headcanon, or even debate mine here. I'm open for discussion or headcanon jams <3
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Player Information
Name: Pan
Age: 21+
Contact Info: panishment@aim | panpirate@plurk
Other Characters: Zell Dincht | Final Fantasy VIII
Character Information
Name: Vanitas
Canon: Kingdom Hearts: BBS
Age: Unknown (15/16 physically.)
Gender: Male
Canon Point: Just before meeting with Aqua, Terra, and Ventus at the Keyblade Graveyard.
Background Link: Here.
Inventory:
Voidgear (Which I assume will be missing)
Helmet
Weird bodysuit with a butt cape.
Boots
Gloves
Belts
Pet: One Flood.
Personality:
To put it simply, Vanitas is an arrogant bully. He’s the darkness from inside of Ventus’ heart, which means he’s a walking bag of negative traits. Vanitas is cold, ruthless, and apathetic. His entitlement runs to the point of belief that he has every right to use and dispose of anyone who crosses his path.
Vanitas will study others to figure out where it hurts. He will use any and every weakness against others to get what he wants. When Ventus first encounters him in the Land of Departure, Vanitas says just enough to push Ventus into doing what he needed of him. He continues peppering insults, partial truths, and threats to keep Ventus going down the path he needs him to. Vanitas also broke apart a memento important to Ventus in order to goad Aqua into action.
Vanitas thinks of himself as mostly flawless. He may be rude, but he has a very good reason for his arrogance. He’s tempered his abilities during the course of his entire existence for his goals. Despite his chaotic nature, he’s very much in control of his emotions. This control enables him to send out his negative emotions into physical form and spread them across different worlds. His control is also the reason he comes off disconnected and calm.
However as composed as he can be, there are also rare moments when he may lose his composure. He laughs when everything seems to be going his way. He sounds a lot more passionate during the heat of battle. And he gets impatient when his expectations aren’t met. At the end of Ventus’ story, Vanitas has shown desperation when he realizes that everything was for naught.
He may have a Master, but he operates on his own agenda. Vanitas’ goal is to become whole again and Xehanort’s plans give him the means to accomplish it. He has zero issues with trashing the plans completely if they don’t seem to be going his way. When Ventus doesn’t quite meet his expectations, he tries to put an end to his other half. Vanitas also sought after Aqua as a backup plan in case Ventus keeps disappointing him.
He’s both sadistic and masochistic. If it means getting stronger or obtaining his goal, he will sacrifice himself to get what he wants. The unversed are direct links to him and are his emotions. When they are killed, all the negativity and pain flows back to him. He’s literally pulling pieces of himself out to double his pain, get stronger, and to make Ventus strong enough for their merging.
When Vanitas was created, he was left with all the pain and negativity from Ventus. He was dealt a bad hand, which doesn’t excuse his actions, and he uses it to fuel his ambition without remorse. His goal is to become a real boy whole again. Becoming whole is the only way to free himself of the constant pain and to regain what he was was rightfully his.
Thanks to Vanitas’ one sided connection, he got a front row seat to everything Ventus went through, which further fueled his entitlement complex. While Vanitas trained under rigorous conditions, Ventus was treated with kiddie gloves thanks to his fragile condition. Ventus knew love and care, while Vanitas was left at the wrong end of a keyblade through their Master’s training. In Vanitas’ head, Ventus was raised to be weak willed, soft, and had everything Vanitas didn’t. His friends, Aqua and Terra, got Ventus to respond when Vanitas couldn’t. Ventus is his other half and it wasn’t fair that Ventus didn’t have to go through the same hardships to him. He wants to rip everything away from Ventus just to give him a taste of what he’s been through.
Vanitas views friendship as a weakness to exploit. He has no issue with threatening and carrying out any threats against others in order to get what he wants. During the events of the game, he promises Ventus that he will choke the life out of his two best friends to get Ventus to go along with his plans. He brought up Terra in order to get Ventus to leave is quiet and safe home. Vanitas even broke a wooden keyblade, a momento made by Terra, in order to push Aqua to fight him. Even if he witnessed it through his link with Ventus, friendship is beyond his comprehension. People are to be used and discarded at his own discretion.
Flavor Abilities:
His eyes almost seem to glow yellow.
He has an innate connection to Ventus and anyone connected to Ventus’ heart. It just allows him to feel emotional feedback from those connected. (If he’s allowed to keep this, it’ll be only with permission from the player of any characters connected. Characters connected directly to Ventus are Sora, Xion, and Roxas.)
Vanitas is pretty agile and fast.
His Unversed comes with it’s own flavor abilities-
The first being that Vanitas has a direct connection. So he feels it when it dies or can figure out where it is.
The second being that it usually can change into a shadow blotch on the ground and move like that (I will understand if this ability isn’t allowed when they arrive).
Suitability:
Vanitas is very driven and goal oriented. He will keep trying to do everything he can to get out of Snowhell to be able to complete X-blade back home.
He’s observant and had one of the most cunning and philosophical Masters in the Kingdom Hearts universe. Some of that has rubbed off on him.
He will be doing research on everyone and everything. Compiling as much information for himself in order to use against others.
I would like him to learn to work with at least one other person for an extensive amount of time to achieve a goal.
RP Samples:
Action
sample (10 comments)
Network Samples
July TDM (4 comments)
[ When Vanitas discovers all the food he just acquired from the school to be expired, he promptly throws his meal against a wall. The rest the food is thoughtfully traded for the homemade first aid kits people left in the clinic house. He even went the extra mile of pulling all the bandages, pain killers, and antiseptic spray from their bags and containers to stuff them full of the moldy food. The supplies for helping people are going to serve a better purpose inside of his bag.
Once his task is completed and the hot water used up, he decides to ascertain if he’s alone. The network seems to be full of the issue, which means it’s happening everywhere. ]
Great. Which loser pissed the admin off now?
You have by tomorrow to fess up.
If you don’t, then I’ll use my own methods to find out.
Starting with the kiddies.
--
[ The video features the front door from inside of the house. The camera is trained on one of the shadowy residents of Norfinbury as it ambles it's way towards the entryway. The feed ends and soon after a message appears: ]
Are these things actually useful?
All they do is move from place to place.
Carrying on with their meager existence.
Pathetic.
[ It’s stupid. Are they some kind of after image or maybe shadows from another dimension that are bleeding through? There is another reason everyone could be seeing them and he knows he can use this to feed some paranoia. Time to see how many people he can bother with their possible future. ]
They could be proof we’re close to hello.
[ The message ends there. ]
Name: Pan
Age: 21+
Contact Info: panishment@aim | panpirate@plurk
Other Characters: Zell Dincht | Final Fantasy VIII
Character Information
Name: Vanitas
Canon: Kingdom Hearts: BBS
Age: Unknown (15/16 physically.)
Gender: Male
Canon Point: Just before meeting with Aqua, Terra, and Ventus at the Keyblade Graveyard.
Background Link: Here.
Inventory:
Voidgear (Which I assume will be missing)
Helmet
Weird bodysuit with a butt cape.
Boots
Gloves
Belts
Pet: One Flood.
Personality:
To put it simply, Vanitas is an arrogant bully. He’s the darkness from inside of Ventus’ heart, which means he’s a walking bag of negative traits. Vanitas is cold, ruthless, and apathetic. His entitlement runs to the point of belief that he has every right to use and dispose of anyone who crosses his path.
Vanitas will study others to figure out where it hurts. He will use any and every weakness against others to get what he wants. When Ventus first encounters him in the Land of Departure, Vanitas says just enough to push Ventus into doing what he needed of him. He continues peppering insults, partial truths, and threats to keep Ventus going down the path he needs him to. Vanitas also broke apart a memento important to Ventus in order to goad Aqua into action.
Vanitas thinks of himself as mostly flawless. He may be rude, but he has a very good reason for his arrogance. He’s tempered his abilities during the course of his entire existence for his goals. Despite his chaotic nature, he’s very much in control of his emotions. This control enables him to send out his negative emotions into physical form and spread them across different worlds. His control is also the reason he comes off disconnected and calm.
However as composed as he can be, there are also rare moments when he may lose his composure. He laughs when everything seems to be going his way. He sounds a lot more passionate during the heat of battle. And he gets impatient when his expectations aren’t met. At the end of Ventus’ story, Vanitas has shown desperation when he realizes that everything was for naught.
He may have a Master, but he operates on his own agenda. Vanitas’ goal is to become whole again and Xehanort’s plans give him the means to accomplish it. He has zero issues with trashing the plans completely if they don’t seem to be going his way. When Ventus doesn’t quite meet his expectations, he tries to put an end to his other half. Vanitas also sought after Aqua as a backup plan in case Ventus keeps disappointing him.
He’s both sadistic and masochistic. If it means getting stronger or obtaining his goal, he will sacrifice himself to get what he wants. The unversed are direct links to him and are his emotions. When they are killed, all the negativity and pain flows back to him. He’s literally pulling pieces of himself out to double his pain, get stronger, and to make Ventus strong enough for their merging.
When Vanitas was created, he was left with all the pain and negativity from Ventus. He was dealt a bad hand, which doesn’t excuse his actions, and he uses it to fuel his ambition without remorse. His goal is to become a real boy whole again. Becoming whole is the only way to free himself of the constant pain and to regain what he was was rightfully his.
Thanks to Vanitas’ one sided connection, he got a front row seat to everything Ventus went through, which further fueled his entitlement complex. While Vanitas trained under rigorous conditions, Ventus was treated with kiddie gloves thanks to his fragile condition. Ventus knew love and care, while Vanitas was left at the wrong end of a keyblade through their Master’s training. In Vanitas’ head, Ventus was raised to be weak willed, soft, and had everything Vanitas didn’t. His friends, Aqua and Terra, got Ventus to respond when Vanitas couldn’t. Ventus is his other half and it wasn’t fair that Ventus didn’t have to go through the same hardships to him. He wants to rip everything away from Ventus just to give him a taste of what he’s been through.
Vanitas views friendship as a weakness to exploit. He has no issue with threatening and carrying out any threats against others in order to get what he wants. During the events of the game, he promises Ventus that he will choke the life out of his two best friends to get Ventus to go along with his plans. He brought up Terra in order to get Ventus to leave is quiet and safe home. Vanitas even broke a wooden keyblade, a momento made by Terra, in order to push Aqua to fight him. Even if he witnessed it through his link with Ventus, friendship is beyond his comprehension. People are to be used and discarded at his own discretion.
Flavor Abilities:
His eyes almost seem to glow yellow.
He has an innate connection to Ventus and anyone connected to Ventus’ heart. It just allows him to feel emotional feedback from those connected. (If he’s allowed to keep this, it’ll be only with permission from the player of any characters connected. Characters connected directly to Ventus are Sora, Xion, and Roxas.)
Vanitas is pretty agile and fast.
His Unversed comes with it’s own flavor abilities-
The first being that Vanitas has a direct connection. So he feels it when it dies or can figure out where it is.
The second being that it usually can change into a shadow blotch on the ground and move like that (I will understand if this ability isn’t allowed when they arrive).
Suitability:
Vanitas is very driven and goal oriented. He will keep trying to do everything he can to get out of Snowhell to be able to complete X-blade back home.
He’s observant and had one of the most cunning and philosophical Masters in the Kingdom Hearts universe. Some of that has rubbed off on him.
He will be doing research on everyone and everything. Compiling as much information for himself in order to use against others.
I would like him to learn to work with at least one other person for an extensive amount of time to achieve a goal.
RP Samples:
Action
sample (10 comments)
Network Samples
July TDM (4 comments)
[ When Vanitas discovers all the food he just acquired from the school to be expired, he promptly throws his meal against a wall. The rest the food is thoughtfully traded for the homemade first aid kits people left in the clinic house. He even went the extra mile of pulling all the bandages, pain killers, and antiseptic spray from their bags and containers to stuff them full of the moldy food. The supplies for helping people are going to serve a better purpose inside of his bag.
Once his task is completed and the hot water used up, he decides to ascertain if he’s alone. The network seems to be full of the issue, which means it’s happening everywhere. ]
Great. Which loser pissed the admin off now?
You have by tomorrow to fess up.
If you don’t, then I’ll use my own methods to find out.
Starting with the kiddies.
--
[ The video features the front door from inside of the house. The camera is trained on one of the shadowy residents of Norfinbury as it ambles it's way towards the entryway. The feed ends and soon after a message appears: ]
Are these things actually useful?
All they do is move from place to place.
Carrying on with their meager existence.
Pathetic.
[ It’s stupid. Are they some kind of after image or maybe shadows from another dimension that are bleeding through? There is another reason everyone could be seeing them and he knows he can use this to feed some paranoia. Time to see how many people he can bother with their possible future. ]
They could be proof we’re close to hello.
[ The message ends there. ]